2011年1月26日星期三

媽媽.....再見!

留院七十六日,昨晚媽媽終於走了。我與太太在身旁送別下,看著她安祥地離去。

由最初因為肺水腫而入院,到化驗到左肺有癌細胞,到診斷為未期肺癌並已擴散到脊椎與肝臟,繼而再發現癌細胞已上腦,媽媽先後住過四間醫院,那都是在兩個半月間發生的事。然而這兩個半月的日子,對於媽媽與我來說,卻是那麼的漫長。

四年多前,收到醫院的通知來看爸爸最後一面,我與媽媽抵達病房時,爸爸已離世。這次媽媽彌留之際,我與太太可以陪同在她身旁,陪伴她呼吸到最後一口氣、直至心跳停頓。

之前幾天,媽媽的情況已變得很糟、承受了莫大的痛苦折騰。她的離世,對她來說是最有效的解脫方式。媽媽,安息吧。

在醫院送別了媽媽,把她的物件帶回老家。這夜,獨個兒身處冷冷清清的老家,看著媽媽獨居了幾年的地方。想到從前我們的一家四口,嫲嫲、爸爸、媽媽都相繼走了,如今只剩下我一人,淚水已不禁如泉湧。

26 則留言:

galaxy 說...

她是回天家吧。 折哀順變。

匿名 說...

may her soul rest in peace...

匿名 說...

一直默默的看你的乐评,知道你面临难过的时候,觉得应该给你鼓励与支持。加油~希望伤痛会快些淡去~

largeheadboy 說...

折哀順變~

匿名 說...

May your Mother rest in peace.

匿名 說...

Take care

匿名 說...

I'm not good at comforting people at times like this. It must be a tough time for you. Please take care.

匿名 說...

God bless you and your family. Keep going you brave soul. Life is a lesson....

匿名 說...

Take good care

匿名 說...

reat in peace mrs yuen

匿名 說...

May she rest in peace!!!

You mom knows that you are her good boy!

ming 說...

折哀順變 god bless

camille 說...

I know it's hard but pls try to hold your tears and tough up. I believe your mom is on her way to somewhere peaceful and quiet. Pls pray for her with your smile and I will pray for you too.

You will never alone cos you will always hv your music and your wife with you. Bless you!

祺諾.L 說...

RIP

匿名 說...

sorry to hear this, may your mother rest in peace......

匿名 說...

R.I.P...

匿名 說...

sad to hear this but life is no magic...take care!

匿名 說...

I think she is proud of having a son like you.
may she rest in peace.
with my deepest condolence.

desmond 說...

念親恩 with a positive frame of mind.

And be a better dad.

Love in Christ.

ocean chan 說...

R.I.P

林貓王 說...

謝謝智聰為我們介紹這麼多好音樂
相信智聰媽媽也會感到很欣慰的 R.I.P.

說...

不要哭
她會保知你!!

wayne 說...

袁智聰!望伯母安息!望你闔家平安!

舊同學 麥喬恩上

匿名 說...

RIP

Hyper Power 說...

God bless your family.
願喜樂與平安永伴隨你心內,
也願你媽媽得享天國的福份

匿名 說...

take care, although I didnt know you in person, but I read alot from you. Carry on.